Bear with me, this post is going to be a bit candid. Random thoughts I've been having lately and feelings that are surfacing after our almost two months here...
I feel incredibly grateful for this opportunity to live abroad as an adult. I've always dreamed of something adventurous and unconventional for Jason and I to do together, but never ever thought an opportunity like this would land in our laps. We are living in one of the most beautiful cities in England and have managed to find a house that fits the dogs' needs almost perfectly. We also have some amazing trips booked that I am very excited about. England is an ideal home base to explore other places from and the Brits sure are a well-traveled bunch.
I've discovered that tasks that would be simple and straight forward back home are inevitably more complicated and expensive to complete here. Buying and owning a television, organizing and storing clothing, heating a home, renting a home, applying for jobs, driving, etc. Yes, I know these are first world problems.
I left a really amazing job and I'm terrified I'm never going to find something as satisfying - an environment that challenges me, appreciates me, and utilizes my skills in the same way.
Some days I leave our house and I feel like a complete outsider. Like there is no way I will ever belong here. Other days I feel like I was meant to live here.
Thanks for listening.
I feel incredibly grateful for this opportunity to live abroad as an adult. I've always dreamed of something adventurous and unconventional for Jason and I to do together, but never ever thought an opportunity like this would land in our laps. We are living in one of the most beautiful cities in England and have managed to find a house that fits the dogs' needs almost perfectly. We also have some amazing trips booked that I am very excited about. England is an ideal home base to explore other places from and the Brits sure are a well-traveled bunch.
I've discovered that tasks that would be simple and straight forward back home are inevitably more complicated and expensive to complete here. Buying and owning a television, organizing and storing clothing, heating a home, renting a home, applying for jobs, driving, etc. Yes, I know these are first world problems.
I left a really amazing job and I'm terrified I'm never going to find something as satisfying - an environment that challenges me, appreciates me, and utilizes my skills in the same way.
Some days I leave our house and I feel like a complete outsider. Like there is no way I will ever belong here. Other days I feel like I was meant to live here.
We are fortunate to have wonderful renters in our home in North Tacoma. They are expecting a baby this summer and will be bringing it home to our house, into the "nursery" they've decorated that used to be my craft room (the room I was saving for our future little one). I have to admit this stings just a little. And I know I'm being selfish. I can't have my cake and eat it too. But it still stings.
Thanks for listening.